amp kapiffaknees

i am not exactly positive what i am supposed to write but i will give it my best shot. i guess you could say that i never really identify epiphanies as epiphanies, most of the time they are just see them as regular thiughts you know.. anywhoo that is neither here or there... so lets begin. when i sit back and ponder on the thoughts that i was pondering during our time back at camp, the first thought that firmly remember is that i have been neglecting incubus. this is no joke bruthas and sistas. it could happen to you too. its not like i was neglecting them in a bad way. it is always good to listen to other musik and open some windows.. maybe even doors... to other types of musik and mediums of expression. an open mind is a open home but dont get lost and forget how good it feels to be with your roots. idk i guess what i am trying to say is that it is good to branch out but dont forget what keeps you alive... from the roots of which allows one to grow... and this is incubus for me hahaha. incubus just... reminds me of who i am. note to self -- more incubus.
one second. let me just see what else i have inside my head that is appropriate to pull out in regards to camp epiphanies... oh yes... another epiphany... actually this one may be better noted as a thought than epiphany but whatever. ive been thinking.. i find it so wild being grown up and shyt. you know like where you are right now is becasue of you. when i was young i could never fathom becoming older. having to make my own friends. have to speak on my own behalf. feed and fend for myself. be out there and not in here. i dont know if im making any sense. i guess to me its just crazy to older. ya know as a youngster i remember pondering on what life was going to be like when i get older... like what i will look like.. or where im going to be... what im going to be like... what im going to be doing... and now that im older its just crazy.... when did this happen??? its nothing like i thought it would be... im still the exact same living creature that has just grown in different ways. its just weird to me... its weird that i am into school... its weird that im not in toledo anymore.. its weird that i know that i can do anything.
i hope non of you are reading my blogs because i jus seem to blab and blab about random ass shit man haha. i like these better than reflections and affirmations.

other apiffaknees...
- i could live with rob but we may go through too much tobacco
- i have a lot of shyt to do
- im sure every feels the same way